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Dec 28
Wait. Stop right there. Before you start thinking and asking and second guessing and comparing. ‘Is this the kind of body she likes? Is this what she’s into, then?’He’s lovely, to be certain, but what I am into is not bodies. It’s the person they’re attached to.

Wait. Stop right there. Before you start thinking and asking and second guessing and comparing. ‘Is this the kind of body she likes? Is this what she’s into, then?’

He’s lovely, to be certain, but what I am into is not bodies. It’s the person they’re attached to.

(via natural-bodies)


Dec 10

Aug 21

Most of all, I miss being able to set up the tripod and take pictures as I desire. I want to get better at taking self-portraits, and laptop cameras provide certain limitations.

While modeling, others decide how they see me. I started taking pictures to allow myself control over the image. I love being a documentarian, and I love seeing what my mind and body come up with. It was after a log period of illness that I started to take pictures of myself, to document the changes to my body. I just kind of kept going from there, and I miss it.

So this is a promise to myself, to see what is out there that I can borrow in the short term. I’m ready. After all, life *is* short.


Aug 10
So dream me had a crazy as fuck orgy with like, fifteen men and a couple of other women (in the dream it was really hard to find women that were interested, and also, I just really wanted to fuck *a lot*. It was so lovely and laid-back, non-competitive and fun. It definitely wasn’t a porny vision of group sex on steroids, but more of a gathering of normal bodied, everyday peeps gathering for some fun play. 
Honestly, I think the dream was in part a reaction to a girl that sees herself as being VERY OPEN-MINDED but, in actuality, shuts herself off and down from experiences due to a number of hang-ups and self inflicted rules. While chatting over drinks with another friend of ours, it made me realise how much our public personas may not match up with our personal preferences and interests. If the right players were involved (consensual partners with good listening skills and common sense), and some one else got to clean up, hells to the fuck yes I would have a massive orgy like that until my pussy throbbed and I finally had to squeal for mercy!
While she is on the surface, what I am and do in my private life, she doesn’t seem to be able to allow herself to try and explore the things she talks about and expresses interest in. I’m not the kind of person that needs to be flamboyantly out there about my sexual preferences and beliefs, constantly expressing my preferences or salacious sexual exploits. It’s enough for me to have them, and to share those experiences with play partners that are awesome and like-minded. I like to have a degree of control over who I chose to share myself with, how much I chose to share, and when. I am careful to invest in people that I feel are worthy of investment. 
I know that others like to wear their kink out loud and push the boundaries of others, and that’s fine by me. I don’t. I’m just not built that way, and I have no interest.* So it really pisses me off when this woman gets a bit drunk or horny, and tries to pull me into a conversation in order to show that not only is she stating that she’s super sexually liberated, but hey, her friends are wild and crazy, too! It’s lame. Seriously. I feel that attracting people with notoriety and outlandishness is switch and bait if you aren’t going to be that person in a relationship (which is what she is pursuing). 
I appreciated the reminder and opportunity to reflect on where I am at, and how I feel about these things. I really wish I could rid this girl of her inhibitions and hangups, so that she could experience what she talks about so much and not get hung up on the guilt and shame. But I’m no fairy godmother, and quite honestly, I’m finding myself less in need of ‘convincing’ other people or showing them that it’s possible to be slutty and awesome, a total whore AND a decent person. I’m content. I feel like the people I want to share those intimate details with know. And those that don’t need to know? Well, they can guess and wonder and fantasise. I don’t mind that at all… 

*For the annoying anons that ask for me to post a selfie, fuck off. You’re not worth it. Self-shooting is not my flavour of kink, so go find someone else.

So dream me had a crazy as fuck orgy with like, fifteen men and a couple of other women (in the dream it was really hard to find women that were interested, and also, I just really wanted to fuck *a lot*. It was so lovely and laid-back, non-competitive and fun. It definitely wasn’t a porny vision of group sex on steroids, but more of a gathering of normal bodied, everyday peeps gathering for some fun play. 

Honestly, I think the dream was in part a reaction to a girl that sees herself as being VERY OPEN-MINDED but, in actuality, shuts herself off and down from experiences due to a number of hang-ups and self inflicted rules. While chatting over drinks with another friend of ours, it made me realise how much our public personas may not match up with our personal preferences and interests. If the right players were involved (consensual partners with good listening skills and common sense), and some one else got to clean up, hells to the fuck yes I would have a massive orgy like that until my pussy throbbed and I finally had to squeal for mercy!

While she is on the surface, what I am and do in my private life, she doesn’t seem to be able to allow herself to try and explore the things she talks about and expresses interest in. I’m not the kind of person that needs to be flamboyantly out there about my sexual preferences and beliefs, constantly expressing my preferences or salacious sexual exploits. It’s enough for me to have them, and to share those experiences with play partners that are awesome and like-minded. I like to have a degree of control over who I chose to share myself with, how much I chose to share, and when. I am careful to invest in people that I feel are worthy of investment. 

I know that others like to wear their kink out loud and push the boundaries of others, and that’s fine by me. I don’t. I’m just not built that way, and I have no interest.* So it really pisses me off when this woman gets a bit drunk or horny, and tries to pull me into a conversation in order to show that not only is she stating that she’s super sexually liberated, but hey, her friends are wild and crazy, too! It’s lame. Seriously. I feel that attracting people with notoriety and outlandishness is switch and bait if you aren’t going to be that person in a relationship (which is what she is pursuing). 

I appreciated the reminder and opportunity to reflect on where I am at, and how I feel about these things. I really wish I could rid this girl of her inhibitions and hangups, so that she could experience what she talks about so much and not get hung up on the guilt and shame. But I’m no fairy godmother, and quite honestly, I’m finding myself less in need of ‘convincing’ other people or showing them that it’s possible to be slutty and awesome, a total whore AND a decent person. I’m content. I feel like the people I want to share those intimate details with know. And those that don’t need to know? Well, they can guess and wonder and fantasise. I don’t mind that at all… 

*For the annoying anons that ask for me to post a selfie, fuck off. You’re not worth it. Self-shooting is not my flavour of kink, so go find someone else.

(via suckmypixxxel)


Aug 1

Safe blog

It’s so nice to know that there is a space online where I don’t need to worry about ‘crafting my message’ or selling myself to the same degree. Follow or not, I really don’t mind. This space is entirely for me. I love sharing with others, but I’m not looking to win friends or influence people in this space. I’m supposed to be working on some professional writing stuff, and I am just. not. feeling it. So? Retreat. I’ll tell you a story about how you don’t have to be nice to people you just don’t fucking like. It’s a GREAT skill to have!


Jul 28

ducklettes:

the phrase ‘pet peeves’ is actually short for petty peeves. irritants that you recognize hold no true importance

Ugh. This comes up on my dash mid-eyeroll over something else. I get that the change to Tumblr search suck, no doubt. But bitching that you’ve been labelled nsfw or adult or what have you, when you only post your tits or cock on occasion is seriously taking the piss. See also: but it’s artistic nudity, and/or but I’m not really that sexy. 

You post nude pics with a sexual overtone, it’s likely bordering on porn. You post pics of yourself with a sexual intent or overtone, even joking, well - see above. I really wish people would focus less on splitting hairs about the faux ‘horror’ of being labelled a porn blog, and look at the bigger issue of the impact that censorship will have on people using Tumblr as a tool for community - because they’re no longer able to search for what’s relevant to them. People? Get the fuck over yourselves. Let’s focus on what’s important, not whether or not your balls or bush was only meant ‘ironically’.

(via parhelions)


Apr 14
I’m not always the most regular poster as sometimes things get busy, and sometimes we all just need a Tumblr hiatus.  I’ve noticed some new followers, and am enjoying combing through your archives and posts.
While I’m not always the most consistent blogger, I’ve been here a while and do have an extensive archive full of all sorts of themes, memes, and treats, as well as some more personal insights. Je parle aussi français :) 
So welcome to my open-minded, pervy and sometimes over the top spot on the web. Enjoy! 

I’m not always the most regular poster as sometimes things get busy, and sometimes we all just need a Tumblr hiatus.  I’ve noticed some new followers, and am enjoying combing through your archives and posts.

While I’m not always the most consistent blogger, I’ve been here a while and do have an extensive archive full of all sorts of themesmemes, and treats, as well as some more personal insights. Je parle aussi français :) 

So welcome to my open-minded, pervy and sometimes over the top spot on the web. Enjoy! 

(via helenofdestroy)


“Maybe it’s just in America, but it seems that if you’re passionate about something, it freaks people out. You’re considered bizarre or eccentric. To me, it just means you know who you are.”

Tim Burton   (via seattledarling)

Story of my life.

(via idanceitarotiart)

TOURMALINE, MAN! I mean, that shit is awesome. See previous post. I sound just as crazy there as I do here. It wouldn’t be the first time.

(via pangeasgarden)


Mar 13

motif-xs:

Boardwalk Emp (The Brian Jonestown Massacre) - Straight Up And Down

Do I sing along [as in make up my own fucking song] to the clip they use in the Boardwalk Empire intro? You want to fucking bet I do. 

*downloaded*

(via slutsrus)


Feb 27
I put myself on a Tumblr timeout for a little while. You know what they say - cant say anything nice, don’t say anything at all. 

Being really smart just gives me lots of decadently incisive ways to say not nice or constructive things, when really, the onus is on me to prune and curate. Don’t worry, though, my sensual side is alive and well. I take *very* good care of myself!
Paul Rader
I put myself on a Tumblr timeout for a little while. You know what they say - cant say anything nice, don’t say anything at all. Being really smart just gives me lots of decadently incisive ways to say not nice or constructive things, when really, the onus is on me to prune and curate. Don’t worry, though, my sensual side is alive and well. I take *very* good care of myself!

Paul Rader

(via gotankgo)


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